I'm a problem solver. I like to figure out what's wrong and fix it. I like to know how things work, and how to put them back together. The problem is, you can't do that with people.
I will never understand people. From the humans who want to torture innocent animals to the people who I swear must stay up at night coming up with new ways to screw other humans over.
I need to learn that people cannot be figured out. It would be nice to say "oh, this person is mean" and "that person uses drugs" or "she is grieving and deserves a bit of slack." But the fact is, human behavior can't always fit into a box. You'd think, with all the bat-shit crazy stuff I've seen, I would remember that. But, I don't.
Several years ago, we were guests at a dinner party. It was lovely, everyone was having fun, dinner was delicious and the host accidentally dropped the perfect chocolate cake his wife had made. She was calm and said we'd have ice cream and whipped up some chocolate sauce. He later told me that he felt so terrible about dropping the cake, and she'd made it even worse by not yelling at him.
I wonder if that's what I have done wrong with Problem Child? Rather than working past the many mistakes, I should have yelled at her? Maybe yelling would have had an impact and she would have worked harder to not repeat the same mistakes over and over?
But, there were times I spoke to her using a harsh tone of voice . . . it didn't work because her inclination was to stomp and yell and be irrational.
I'll never quite wrap my brains around you people. Yer all nuts.