I hate feeling helpless. I like to think I have some level of control. And, of course that's all bunk. And, I really hate it when I'm forced to realize just how little control I have over life, and others.
So, why is it that when you are faced with a terrible situation, one that you have absolutely no say or control over, pretty much all you're left with is finding blame?
It's easier if someone has an addiction problem or a mental health problem . . . you can blame that. But, when people have acted recklessly or selfishly, and others are having to suffer as a result, that's kinda hard to swallow.
I'll go now. My navel needs to be gazed upon.