Progress

Some time ago, I was knocked for a loop. The most unexpected turn of event I could have fathomed happened. It has been a long, depressing, icky road since. This time last year, I was a mess of a monkey.

But, I'm making progress. I'm inviting people to my home again. I'm taking pleasure in cooking. I'm more interested in going out and socializing with people. And, I've started wearing bright colors and jewelry again.

I'm pretty sure that there won't ever be "resolution" or "closure" of the situation. I'll always regret that a friendship was lost. But, given the event that caused the break and all the many many crappy things in between, there really isn't any other way.

But, I'm happy to see my old self coming back again. Moving ahead feels good.