Very Sneaky

I didn't even know you could undelete a blog.

So, I disappeared for a while. Things got hot for a while and I had to duck under cover. But, it would seem that things have blown over a bit.

I will admit, when I first deleted my blog, it was in something of a temper tantrum. I was using my blog as an outlet to work through some heavy-duty emotions. I was feeling rudderless and betrayed. But, the source of my angst was acting as if she were the center of the universe. She whined and complained and while ignoring my words and pain, stomped her little foot, shook her little head, and felt that my blog was the real problem.

At first, I deleted just the entries that she objected to most strenuously. Then, I got good and mad. I'm not often that angry. It was one of those angry fits that is physical as well as emotional. I felt that I could not delete the entries she disliked and remain true to myself and my feelings. So, I'll admit it, in a fit of peak, I deleted the whole thing.

But, I've missed the blog. I've missed having an outlet beyond my own navel. Tonight, while messing around online, I discovered, quite by accident, that you could "undelete" a blog. And VOILA! (don't you think the word VOILA! should always be in all-caps with the ! at the end?) I'm back!!!!

I guess I need to tell just select folks . . . and be a touch more discreet in the future. My hope is that my once and former friend truly thinks the blog has been deleted and will have no reason to search for it again.

But, no matter, I don't plan to mention her much anyway.

And, I'm just so happy to be back.